I’m taking a break from my business so I can reevaluate what I want to do with my life. A lot of you make me enjoy what I do, but then there are the others that make me just want to hide.
I write many posts in advance and schedule them to post, so although I don’t plan to be writing posts here either, these posts will still post as scheduled. I won’t likely be replying to comments for a while either.
I’ve written about this several times before, and I don’t want this blog to just be a place where I bitch about everything, but sometimes the frustration just builds up to a point where I need to hit the reset button or pull out the plug.
As many people appreciate that I am available for them, too many take me for granted. But I’m not your girlfriend.
I’m not your girlfriend
I know I am friendly and approachable. Just because I help you to feel better and help you get off, it doesn’t mean I’m your girlfriend. I guess it’s easy to misinterpret this because it happens a lot.
Mostly, it’s the guys who complain that I won’t stop what I’m doing to suck their dick. It’s also the guys that don’t think I have to sleep. I am a bit of a vampire. It comes with the territory, but I am also up during the day, so I may happen to be asleep at 1 AM. This is even if we’ve scheduled a date for that time. I fuck, but I’m not a machine or a fuck doll. I am human. You can’t just take down off the shelf to fuck me and put me back on the shelf for next time.
I’m not a machine
And it doesn’t help matters for you guys who are always trying to low-ball me. My rates are posted. And I’ve said it before, if you don’t mind a $20 blowjob from a crack whore on the street, then go get it. But don’t expect the same from me. I don’t do price matching.
And besides some guys, there are some other sex providers and so-called friends that go out of their way to try to take my customers. They don’t do it be being better providers. They do it by bad mouthing me or offering bargain basement prices.
I’m taking a break
I don’t need it. So for now, I am going to take some time away to reflect. I don’t want to be a drama queen, but maybe I won’t be back. Maybe guys will realize how good they have it.